I'm pissed

oh yeah. I'm pissed. I'm sooooooooo pissed.
I'm pissed at people who have no balls and who try to run companies listening to everybody, changing their minds according to whom they are talking to or to their moods, screwing you over while telling you "you're doing a great job."
I'm pissed at people who think the grass is greener on the other side and are ready to fire left and right; convinced they'll find better employees; who think competitor's marketing is sooooo much better than ours; who think our client did such a better job at communicating our brand than we did.
I'm pissed at bitches who think they are so much better than the rest of us mortal women.
I'm pissed that it is so hard for me to stand up to these people who think they are so superior to others. How it's so challenging to tell them to fuck off and mind their own goddamn business. Shut the fuck up and sell some shoes. Mind your own fucking business and see you when you sell shoes and my marketing help you get more commission so that you can make more and more money when I have to fight to get a freakin penny raise.
And fuck my boss for wanting to hire a fucking Chief Marketing Officer when I've been busting my ass for four years trying to get our marketing going. When I've been making shit happen.
But what am I thinking, we need a MAN. A man with yeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaars of experience. The fact that I know the company, the technology, the product, the consumer inside out - who cares, right?
Fuck hormones. Fuck endometriosis. How do you get rid of that shit?
Fuck the agency who tried to screw my friend over, giving her the harsh treatment because of who she is married to. They deserved you going loose cannon on them. Go girl. Tell them.
Fuck the guy who had my friend fired because she is a strong opinionated woman and he couldn't deal with it. Turned out to be a wrong move because after she files a complaint, he got canned. Fuck him. Go girl.
Fuck my girl for not taking the opportunity and running with my money. I know where you live.
Fuck the Taliban for prohibiting women from stepping out of their homes. I know I'm a little late with that but I'm reading A Thousand Spendid Suns. (Do read A Thousand Spendid Suns)
Thank God for people like Greg Mortenson. He builds schools for for girls in remote Pakistan and Afghanistan. (Do read Three Cups of Tea and Do donate money for his foundation).
Thank God for Obama. May he win and make some changes. Man, your speech on racism made me feel all fusy inside. It was the most amazing speech I ever heard. It had to be said. It couldn't have been said better.


Now... do I click on publish or delete? Fuck it, I'm gonna publish. You let me know if next time I feel like going off, I should just delete and try again later.

Let me tell you this though. I feel better.